uhm… this is back, missed a couple weeks hehe.
Anyways, I shall continue.
The amount of human growth that have occurred in between this post and the last has been immense. But still a lot left to improve on.
Looking back, this might be my most eventful year so far on this Earth, and I have no regrets about having gone through all of the events.
Here’s a list (in no particular order):
- Most comps joined this year
- Multiple NRs broken
- Malaysia trip
- Fell in love
- Established a consistent source of income
- Laos trip
- I disobeyed my mother for the first time
- Lost lots of money in trading. Still trading
- Baguio trip
- All the McDonalds tambay
- Night walking in Malaysia
- A lot of self-reflection. Trust me, a lot
- and many more…
So much has occurred, and still so much more life to go through.
I’ve started learning how to love, and I’m still learning (there’s so much more to this love thing than I realize, and I’ve fallen short so many times), I did not expect the roller coaster ride of emotions. But I welcome it wholeheartedly cause I have a feeling that this would be one of my greatest regrets if I don’t give it my all.
I’ve been hurt, and I’ve hurt people that I thought I could never hurt (this feeling fucking sucks people). To the people that I’ve hurt this year, I sincerely apologize, and I hope that I’ve been able to make amends one way or another.
Damn, what a hell of a year this has been. So many new & amazing experiences but also somehow managed to reach the lowest point in my life so far.
I look forward to the new year hopeful. I can’t be wallowing in my self-loathing forever. I don’t have that kind of time, there’s still so many things I wanna do, people I wanna help, things I wanna experience.
Whatever 2025 has to offer, fucking bring it bro. I will continue to better myself for myself and for the people around me, and hopefully I can face all of life’s challenges head on.
Happy new year’s peoples.
Oh, and this publication is now back in business. Back to 1 blog post every Sunday, I hope…
Leave a Reply