I want to be more mature. I want to be able to stand up & protect the people that I love and care for.
It’s such a painful and draining realization when your inadequacies is the cause of pain for others. It hurts even more when it’s people that you love that get hurt.
I want to be courageous; I don’t want to be someone who folds in the face of adversities & challenges. I want to be someone my parents would be proud to call their son. I want to be like my dad.
I know I’m doing my best to improve, to become a person worthy of the love from the people in my life. I know I’m doing my best. But I wouldn’t mind if the self-improvement could go by a lot quicker, and without having to harm or cause pain to anyone in the process.
anyways. happenings from the past two weeks.
- father got sick and had to be hospitalized.
- the cafe france breakfast date
- matilda & ballerina nails & meet the parents pt.2 & kadiwa palengke
- daily hospital visits
- hospital visit with her, then comp with her.
- double decker bus & ghibli convention
- tambay date & ono poke & jamba (A LOT OF JAMBA)
- another comp without her this time (i’m sad☹️).
- father’s day.
that it. back to the grind & becoming a man, cause i really don’t want to lose this girl.
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